Perfect World

This, I have concluded, is my life at this moment in time. I want you to look at the lyrics. Put yourself in my shoes. Listen to it and look at the lyrics. AND PUT YOURSELF WHERE I'M AT. If you don't know where I'm at, email me and I'll tell you. knowurenemy13@yahoo.com. Please....just take the time to listen.

(Pictures are: Adam in the green, Ryan in the white from summer of 2003 I believe. Dad took them.)


"Perfect World"

I never could’ve seen this far
I never could’ve seen this coming
It seems like my world’s falling apart

Yeah

Why is everything so hard
I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through

Yeah

I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can’t find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go

Yeah
Yeah

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
You feel nothing,
nothing at all
Nothing at all

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uxM6XYGd7Os (Lyrics included in video too)

-BloodyShadows-

Thank you GOD!!!

In spite of everything that has happened this week that has made me wish I were dead, I'm glad to say that Jesse is ok and he's back. :) He's still in the hospital and will be for a while. But he's awake and he's functioning and he's going to be ok. WE LOVE YOU JESSE!!!!!

-BloodyShadows

Please Read this One....

I was going to wait until the weekend to post again, but I wanted to get this out there. On Yahoo, I have a friend named Jesse Lyam Feilds. Recently, Jesse was in a bad accident. I won't say how or why because I'd rather keep it private for his sake and for his friends sake as well. But Jesse is in the hospital with a busted liver and a punctured lung. He had surgery to remove the liver (I suppose to get a transplant) and is now in a partial coma. Please keep Jesse in mind when you're praying to God. Jesse is a friend to a lot of people on Yahoo, and that includes mine. I barely got a chance to get to know him well, but from what I did know, Jesse is a great guy. No one wants to see Jesse go. Please, please, PLEASE keep him in mind when you're praying. We miss you Jesse. Get better. Don't leave us all behind. We love you.

-BloodyShadows-

Random Quiz Thingy LOL

I've been sorta manically depressed so I thought I'd do this just for the hell of it. Feel free to email me your answers. I need to be occupied.

1. Where are you right now? - Living room

2. What color are your eyes? - BlueGrey

3. What's your favorite band? - Green Day!

4. Who is your role model or idol? - Billie Joe Armstrong

5. What's your favorite quote? - "No one's really happy anyway. It's just not human."

6. If you could change your first name, what would it be? - Kasey or Shade

7. What's the best song ever written? - Hm Thats hard. Almost anything Green Day? LOL

8. How's your life? - Hell in a handbasket.

9. Three people you hate? - It, Its mother, Its father.

10. Any pet peeves? - When people don't listen to me

11. Who do you wish you were with right now? - Cory. Alex. Myself.

12. What do you wish you were doing? - Honestly? Government homework.

13. Who's the last person that said they loved you? - Alex.

14. How many bones have you broken? - None, surprisingly.

15. Wearing any jewelry? - Two sets of earrings, bracelet, dogtag necklace, ring

16. Do you like the stars? - Hell yes.

17. What's your favorite constellation? - Orien

18. Are you a lover, a hater, or both? - Both...Heh Heh

19. What do you think your theme song is? - @ the moment, In Too Deep by Sum 41.

20. Favorite TV show? - That 70's Show, George Lopez, Billy the Exterminator

21. What's your favorite video game? - Sonic Riders

22. Have any piercings? Where? - No, just ear pircings.

23. What's your dream job? - A best-selling author.

24. What are you going to name your first son? - Adrian Edward

25. What about your first daughter? - Annaliese Marie

26. Do you drink? - Not regulary, no.

27. The top 3 most important people to you? - Parents (count as 1), Alex, Elijah.

28. Do you prefer Ice cream or cake? - Depends on my mood...

29. Coke or Pepsi? - Pepsi actually.

30. Vampires or slayers? - Vampires!

31. Angels or Demons? - Real life, Angels. Novels, Demons! LOL

32. Would you rather be shot or stabbed? - Shot. Quick and easy.

33. Would you rather suffer from Insomnia or Schizophrenia? - Eh...Insomnia.

34. Would you prefer drugs or sex? - Seeing as I know nothing about either, IDK

35. Would you rather cut or burn yourself? - Burn.

36. What's your hair color? - Naturally brown and red. Added black and red.

37. What about your height? - 5'3

38. How old are you? - 15...

39. What's your GPA? 4.0 thank you very much

40. What's the funniest thing someone has told you? - Hillary said in AL, they say "Oh make sure you remember to recycle", but here in the hood, its "Hey bitch, save the mother f**king rain forest!" LO< It's hilarious cuz it's true!

41. You dream of living where? - Australia or California.

42. Who was your best teacher ever? - JBeucke!

43. What was your favorite year of school? - Eighth or Ninth Grade.

44. Where will your first job be/Where was your first job? - Hot Topic

45. How many people live in your house? - 5...

46. Ever been in love? - Yeah...4 times. (Initals of the boys: S?B, JAS, AMR, AJP)

LOL It's not as long as it could be. LOL

- BloodyShadows

Do You Understand?

Everyone has heard at least some of the album, American Idiot by Green Day. But how many people actually understand it? Everyone thinks American Idiot is about trashing the American society. But that's not what it is about. American Idiot is about finding your place in the world today. It's about trying to stand out and it's about being your own person. And my mission is to prove it.

I'm going to be working on a project. It'll be almost like a novel, but it's going to be about the words and meaning behind the album, American Idiot. If you know of any sites that give song meanings, please let me know. I'm going to show people what American Idiot really is. There's too much misunderstood emotion and too much background behind it to just let it be critized. So if you're interested in helping or you're interested in the report itself, let me know and I'll keep you updated. Thanks.

- BloodyShadows