Demon to Angel - Double S Productions

I've had a horrible weekend. And in it's honor, I wrote this poem for Alex. Life is hard right now but I'm trying. Alex, this one's for you. I love you <3.

Demon to Angel - Double S (Shade Shadows)

If I cut my wrist, will the blood be black?
If I pretend to be happy, will you buy the act?
If I cry all night, will my tears run red?
If I shut my eyes, will I wake up dead?

If I turn around, will you walk away?
If I hold you tight, do you swear you'll stay?
If I disappeared, would you look for me?
If we looked in a mirror, would you see what I see?

I see a Demon
with scars and black blood.
I see a disgrace; an awful mistake.
A fragile heart that's ready to break.

You see an Angel.
No marks; a pure soul.
You see perfection; no cracks in the glass.
You ignore the black blood; help the heartache to pass.

If I speak to you, will the words be right?
If I'm trapped in the dark, will you be my light?
If I told you I loved you, would you say it back?
If I was running away, would you help me pack?

If I cut my wrist, will the blood be black?
If I pretend to be happy, will you buy the act?
If I cry all night, will my tears run red?
If I shut my eyes, will I wake up dead?

If I turn around, will you walk away?
If I hold you tight, do you swear you'll stay?
If I disappeared, would you look for me?
Am I everything you thought I would be?

To the ends of the earth, I'll follow you.
You're changing this Demon; maybe for good.
I'm trying to be like an Angel would.
Through the fires of Hell, I'll stand by you.
For that is what we Angels do.
And my dear Alexander...it's because I love you.

I love you Alex. <3 We can make it through this. Don't quit on me now. I love you.

-BloodyShadows-