Ok, Ok, I'll Be Nice...

So. I've been hearing from a lot of people asking about mine and Alex's book still. So, on the special occasion that Alex's birthday was March 26 (which was Friday), he's requested that I post a section of part 2 for you guys as an even closer look. Alex and I are ecstatic that you guys are loving our book so much. He says thanks and he hopes we get a lot more fans. Anyways, here by request of Alex, is a chapter from Part 2. Enjoy!!!



Chapter Twenty-Nine: Burning in Hell

After Ace disappeared, I collapsed on the floor, wrapping my arms around myself. I couldn’t believe it. I’d gotten Ace back…and I let him slip through my fingers.
“You ok…?” Blackrider asked, stepping towards me. I didn’t look up at him.
“S’not me I’m worried about…” I mumbled. I put my hand on my stomach as I looked at the spot where Ace had disappeared.
“He’ll come back. Ace wouldn’t leave you here. You and I both you that.” Blackrider replied. I snapped my eyes to his as they started to water.
“He’s going to Hell, Blackrider. Do you honestly think…?” I exclaimed, close to hysterics.
“I don’t know, Kasey. I’m just saying that Ace has never just up and left before. Not like this.” He sighed. I was silent as I thought about it. No, Ace wasn’t just going to leave me here, especially with his son. But he’d come very close to death multiple times. And he had just up and left….who’s to say he wouldn’t just stay there?
I thought about my baby. I didn’t want him growing up without a father; his father. Adrian was going to need someone to take care of him. I couldn’t do it on my own. He would need someone to teach him how to defend himself and how to make it in this hell of a world. I wasn’t any good at that…Ace had to do it.
“If push comes to shove…I can help you. With the kid, I mean.” Blackrider offered. I looked at him with gratitude, but shook my head.
“No, I don’t…I appreciate it, but…” I struggled.
“You’d rather have the kid raised by his own father.” He finished. I nodded.
“Understandable…” He mumbled. He held out his hand for me to help me up. I passed up his hand and grabbed his wrist, pulling myself up. Once stable, I mentally called for Aric, Race, and Dad. They appeared shortly after. Race looked around for a minute.
“Where’s Ace?” He asked cautiously. I opened my mouth, but I couldn’t make the words form. I started to cry again and shook my head.
“If he went and left you with that kid, I’ll kill him.” Aric growled. I shot him a dirty look, death in my eyes. Dad looked to Blackrider for an explanation.
“They fixed whatever problem was going on. But Blackmoon showed up shortly after and dragged Ace to Hell.” Blackrider explained shortly.
“That fucking P.O.S. is still alive?” Aric snapped. I nodded, my hands trailing to my stomach. A sharp pain hit me and I winced, hissing a breath between my teeth.
“Is the baby ok?” Race asked.
“I think Blackmoon may have tried to kill it, but Ace stopped him. Kid might just be shaken. Should be ok.” Blackrider continued. I sighed in relief. Thank God for that. I wondered how he knew, but now wasn’t the time to ask.
“Speaking of him, Kasey, your mother wants to know if you want someone to help you find a house.” Dad asked. I hesitated.
“I was…kinda counting on moving into Ace’s old house after we’re officially married.” I murmured. I knew Ace wouldn’t object, but I hadn’t brought it up yet. Dad shrugged and nodded in understanding.
“You can always stay at home too.” He sighed. I nodded. There was a long silence as we all reflected on this Hell-Dragging incident. I continued to let tears fall here and there. I couldn’t take it anymore.
“Can you bring him back…? Can’t you go get him…?” I whispered, wiping the tears away.
“I don’t know, Kasey. But I do know that Blackmoon is going to do everything he can to get rid of your boyfriend. The only way to get rid of Blackmoon is to kill him and bury him in Hell itself.” Dad explained.
“I’ll do it.” Aric and Race said together. I snapped my gaze from the floor, to my brothers.
“Why you?” Blackrider asked.
“Ace is about to be our brother and have our nephew. It’s just kind of…essential.” Race shrugged.
“Race, you’re staying here.” Aric argued, trying to play hero.
“Suck it, Aric. I’m going.” Race countered. He looked to Dad for help and received nothing more then a shrug.
“I said I’m doing this alone! You can go to Hell!” Aric snapped.
“I’m trying! You won’t let me!” Race growled. Aric started to teleport to Hell, which was something not a lot of vampires could do. If Aric went now, we were stuck here. And knowing him, he’d screw the whole thing up and get both him AND Ace killed. I curled my fist and nailed him in the side of the head, causing Aric to lose his concentration and the teleportation to hesitate. Race grabbed onto his arm and I wrapped my arms around Race’s waist.
“You can’t go! The baby!” Race exclaimed, trying to get me off of him with his free hand.
“It’s not like I’m leaving the baby here, Race! I’m going too! He’s my boyfriend!” I snapped.
“You stupid asses! Get off!” Aric snarled. Before anyone could do anything, we were teleporting to the pits of Hell. I thought I heard Dad call us a bunch of idiots, but I wasn’t sure.
Once we were there, Aric shoved Race and me off. From the ground, I looked around. Everything was covered in thin layers of smoke. The would-be sky was a bloody red mixed with an orange color. It was very bare land and very warm. I feared for Adrian in this heat, but I had a feeling we’d find Ace quick enough.
“You’d better hope we can find him down here without too much trouble. Fire shifting is an out. This is Hell. It LIKES fire.” Aric grumbled to Race and me. I stood up and looked toward my brothers. I shook my head.
Sorry guys. This is my business. I thought to them.
“What?! What about the kid?! You can’t” – Aric began. I didn’t hear him after that. I was too busy shooting towards Hell’s cemetery. At least that’s what my instincts were telling me. Somehow….I just knew the layout of the underworld. I shot forward as fast as I could, knowing Ace was fighting, not just for his own life, but for the life of his forming family.


Sorry it's not much but hey, this chapter's important! :) And what's with the "baby" you ask? You'll just have to back-track and find out when I send this out publicly. LOL. Thanks for reading!!

-BloodyShadows - Kat & Alex -

School's in Session

I'm back in school today; back to the computer where I type this on a regular basis. LOL. Anyways, I'm sort of glad that school is back in session. I get to see Alex now and I get to see my friends; get some social time in there. At the same time, however, this sucks. No more naps or playing with the baby. No more walks when it's nice out at two or three. No more Billy the Exterminator or Avatar, or That 70's Show. But that's ok. School is school right? It's gonna be a very busy first week back.

Today I have to get my report card and catch up with people. Tuesday I have to get my report card (if I didn't already), deal with my community service crap, and teach at PSR. Not to mention deal with Hillary's birthday (love ya Hillz!!) Wednesday I'm going on a field trip so I need to make sure I only bring my Spanish stuff and I have to make sure to run things by Alex. Thursday I've probably got Eli, but I'm not sure what I've got going on. Friday is Alex's birthday so I've gotta make sure to dress pretty for him (I like surprising him with the occasional decent shirt and jeans) and give him 95% of my attention (the other 5% for school), and I believe we have Eli that day. Busy Busy week.

As for Spring Break, it was alright. Hung out with Meagan a few times (God love you Meagan!) and talked to Alex every day. I got some new books and stuff. Got some private time with the baby. Got some girl time with the Mama. Things were good. I'm going to miss sleeping in until, what, one or two. I'm also gonna miss my wake-up calls from Alex. Unless we're off on weekdays, I don't usually get those anymore. Now I'm back to working my ass off to help Alex get straight A's (his new goal), get my permit (I'd like it before March 30), and wearing Alex's clothes because I can. LOL.

Sorry the blog hasn't been as full of drama and Hell as you might expect. Life just hasn't been Hell. And I guess that's a good thing. What little bad things have happened, I was requested not to post about. So sorry guys. If you have anything I should write about for experience or whatever, hit me up. I could use some ideas. And hey, tell some of your friends about this. I think I've got four or five readers right now (Ryan, Hillary, Meagan, Jessica, and Mallory). Request this blog to people. Get me some feedback? Thanks!

- BloodyShadows

Another Peak???

I know you all want to read the book that Alex and I have been working on still. Well, good news! We finished writing it, and I'm waiting for him to give me part three so I can finish typing. I've got all of part one done and most of part two. Parts three and four haven't been started, but I'll get on it ASAP. Anyways, here's a more exciting scene from part one. This is after the story starts to pick up a little bit. Here's yet another sneak peak to mine and Alex's book. Enjoy!!

PS - If you have any ideas for a title, email me at knowurenemy13@yahoo.com. We...we're a little stuck and can't figure it out. I've been calling it Iced with Fire (just sounds cool LOL) but I seriously need a title here. So. Any ideas???

Chapter Nineteen: Goodbye

I started to get nauseous and the room started to spin. I backed away from the door and fell on the couch, curling up into a ball. Blackmoon was still alive….He’d been alive the whole time….
“Ace…” I said worriedly, curling up tighter as I started to shake.
“Hold on a minute, Kase…” Ace mumbled.
“The note said to come to this address. It said you would know where they were.” Ghostheart explained. He wasn’t too bad looking. Brown hair that was relatively short with blue eyes, standing around five foot nine. Ace grabbed the note from his hand and tore it open, reading it carefully.
“God damn it…” Ace growled. I held back tears as I remembered everything about Blackmoon in one horrible flashback; his tone, his face, and more importantly, his touch. I gagged slightly, but help myself together. Maybe having Ace claim me again so soon after…well, maybe it hadn’t been such a good idea after all.
“You know this guy? What reason would he have to take my parents?” Ghostheart questioned. His fangs glinted in the sunlight.
“Yeah. We’re all too familiar with this asshole…” Ace growled.
“What happened when he was dealing with you?” Ace’s friend asked, looking back at me. Ace shot a sympathetic glance my way and I couldn’t help but let out a whimper of fear. He pulled Ghostheart in a little closer and explained everything; every gruesome detail, making sure I couldn’t hear him. I heard Ghostheart inhale sharply and cast a sorrowful look in my direction.
“I’m sorry…” He mumbled.
“We thought he was dead after that. Obviously not…” Ace sighed.
“Ace…” I tried again.
“What’s wrong?” He asked, turning to face me. I shuddered and sat up a little, making sure I met Ace’s eyes.
“I don’t want him to find me…he’s just gonna…he’ll…what if…” I couldn’t bring myself to finish. Ace came over to the couch and sat down next to me. I lay down again and settled my head in his lap. I started to shake a little harder.
“Shh…he’s not gonna touch you ever again…” Ace murmured, smoothing my hair gently. Even still, I curled up against him and took a few deep, shuddering breaths.
“Why would he go after my parents?” Ghostheart asked again, coming further into my house.
“To get to me…he wants me out of the way so he can have Kasey. I guess the only way to make it happen was to move down the list.” Ace explained. I tried to sit up, but suddenly, my head began to pound. Blackmoon’s voice appeared in my head. “If you want to save the boy’s parents, then you, NOT that boyfriend of yours, better meet me in that clearing by sundown.” The voice growled.
“Kase, what’s wrong? Say something.” I heard Ace say as he shook my shoulder. I didn’t respond. I was almost afraid to. “If not, I’ll kill the boy’s parents AND your boyfriend. Tell the boy to return to his house. His parents will be there. You know my terms, Kasey. Come back to me and serve me, or I’ll kill the kid’s parents where they stand and you’ll lose that bastard, Ace, forever.” The voice hissed. I snapped my eyes shut and shook my heard to clear my thoughts. Ace…..I didn’t have a choice. I was going back, whether I was scared or not.
“Kasey, what the hell is going on?” Ace demanded as I stood up. I faced the boys.
“I know where his parents are…” I whispered.
“Where?!” Ghostheart gasped.
“They’re at your house as of now…but they’ll be killed if I don’t go back…” I mumbled, shaking.
“Go where?” Ghostheart asked. Ace already knew…
“The clearing, Ace. He’s gonna kill both Ghostheart’s parents and you if I don’t go back…” I explained to Ace through my forming tears. Ace froze.
“No, Kase. You’re not” –
“Ace, please. Just…let me do this…for you. To keep you safe.”
“Absolutely not! You don’t belong to him, Kasey! You don’t serve him! I claimed you! You’re mine!” Ace snapped, getting upset.
“I always will be yours Ace…” I said. I approached him slowly and pulled him closer to me.
“Kasey, you are NOT” – he was cut off by my lips crushing his. I kissed him for exactly two minutes, and then pulled away slowly.
“I love you Ace, and I’ll only ever truly belong to you. But…just remember…I did this to save you.” I said through the hot, rapid tears.
“Kase…no…”
“I love you.” I whispered.
“Kasey, don’t” – but I turned away from him and burst out the door, running at an almost blindingly fast speed. Blackmoon wasn’t going to touch Ace, especially if I could be the one to stop him. I was terrified of what lay ahead of me, but I’d go through it all for Ace. Forgive me, Ace…I’m doing this for you…I love you… I thought. And I picked up the pace and continued toward the clearing.

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“Excellent timing, Kasey.” Blackmoon grinned from the center of the clearing, flashing his fangs. I did my best to keep the same emotionless expression that I used to give my father. Due to my newfound speed, it’d only taken ten of the thirty minutes to get there.
“Here.” Blackmoon said, tossing me a pocket knife that was very different from my own. This one was a little rusted on the edges and it was sharper.
“What’s this for?” I mumbled lowly, looking the knife over while I tried to hide my fears. He chuckled a little.
“So clueless. You are going to kill some people for me, Kasey.” He laughed. I gasped a little, almost dropping the knife. Not….
“That includes Ace, your brothers, and eventually, yourself when I have no more use for you.” He explained, drawing closer to me. I clenched my fists as my body heated up in rage.
“No. Never.” I growled, looking him right in the eyes. Blackmoon’s smile faded.
“You’ll have to kill me before I harm any of them.” I snarled, baring my fangs so the setting sun glinted off them. Blackmoon came closer to me then I was comfortable with. I closed the knife and slid it into my cargo pocket, and then turned to run. I didn’t get very far before he teleported in front of me, twisted my arms behind my back and tied them together again, tighter then before.
“Don’t want to listen? Then at least remain silent.” He hissed in my ear.
“Suck cock.” I spat. He struck me in the face and shoved me into the dirt. He dug through my pockets for the knife and pulled it out, flipping it open. He held it to my throat, preparing to slit it. I was horrified and scared, but I wasn’t going to let it show this time. It was my will and want to save Ace, even if it meant dying for him. I love you, Ace. I thought as the pressure of the rusty knife was applied to my throat.

Song of the Day - Breaking the Habit

Another awesome song introduced to my by my friend/brother Justin. He said it was his theme song, and after listening to it, I realized it was kind of mine too. When I get all emo or whatever, this is defiantly my song. Check it out at:
http://www.playlist.com/playlist/19314417675 (song number 4)

Here's the lyrics!

Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

Check This Out!!

I found my new favorite gem stone. It's call Alexandrite (LOL ironic??) and it's really pretty. Check out this article from Wikipedia:

The alexandrite variety displays a color change (alexandrite effect) dependent upon the nature of ambient lighting. This colour shift is independent of any change of hue with viewing direction through the crystal that would arise from pleochroism. Both these different properties are frequently referred to as "color change", however. Alexandrite results from small scale replacement of aluminium by chromium ions in the crystal structure, which causes intense absorption of light over a narrow range of wavelengths in the yellow region of the spectrum. Alexandrite from the Ural Mountains in Russia is green by daylight and red by incandescent light. Other varieties of alexandrite may be yellowish or pink in daylight and a columbine or raspberry red by incandescent light. The optimum or "ideal" color change would be fine emerald green to fine purplish red, but this is exceedingly rare. Because of their rarity and the color change capability, "ideal" alexandrite gems are some of the most expensive in the world.

According to a widely popular but controversial story, alexandrite was discovered by the Finnish mineralogist Nils Gustaf Nordenskiöld, (1792–1866) on the tsarevitch Alexander's sixteenth birthday on April 17, 1834 and named alexandrite in honor of the future Tsar Alexander II of Russia. Sometimes, Nils Gustaf Nordenskiöld is confused with his son, Adolf Erik Nordenskjöld (1832–1901), also a famous Finnish geologist, mineralogist and Arctic explorer who accompanied his father to the Ural Mountains to study the iron and copper mines at Tagilsk in 1853. However, Adolf Erik Nordenskiöld was only two years old when Alexandrite was discovered and only ten years old when a description of the stone was published under the name of Alexandrite for the first time.


Alexandrite step cut cushion, 26.75 cts. Alexandrites this large are extremely rare.Although it was Nordenskiöld who discovered alexandrite, he could not possibly have discovered and named it on Alexander's birthday. Nordenskiöld's initial discovery occurred as a result of an examination of a newly found mineral sample he had received from Perovskii, which he identified as emerald at first. After the discovery of emeralds in the roots of an upturned tree, the first emerald mine had been opened in 1831, not long before Nordenskiöld had received this particular sample.[4]

Confused with the high hardness however, he decided to continue his examinations. Later that evening, while looking at the specimen under candlelight, he was surprised to see that the color of the stone had changed to raspberry-red instead of green. Later, he confirmed the discovery of a new variety of chrysoberyl, and suggested the name "diaphanite"[2] (from the Greek "di-", twice- and "aphanès", inapparent[dubious – discuss]).

The name of the first person to actually find this stone is unknown. However, the first person to bring it to public attention, and ensure that it would be forever associated with the Imperial family was Count Lev Alekseevich Perovskii (1792-1856.)[5]

The finest alexandrites up to 5 carats (1,000 mg) are being found in the Ural Mountains, but the largest cut stones are in the 30 carats (6.0 g) range, though many fine examples have been discovered in Sri Lanka (up to 65 cts.), India (Andhra Pradesh), Brazil, Myanmar, and especially Zimbabwe (small stones usually under 1 carat (200 mg) but with intense color change). Overall, stones from any locale over 5 carats (1.0 g) would be considered extremely rare, especially gems with fine color change. Alexandrite is both hard and tough, making it very well suited to wear in jewelry.

The gem has given rise to the adjective "alexandritic", meaning any transparent gem or material which shows a noted change in color between natural and incandescent light. Some other gem varieties of which alexandritic specimens have been found include sapphire, garnet, and spinel.

Some gemstones described as lab-grown (synthetic) alexandrite are actually corundum laced with trace elements (e.g., vanadium) or color-change spinel and are not actually chrysoberyl. As a result, they would be more accurately described as simulated alexandrite rather than synthetic but are often called Czochralski Alexandrite after the process that grows the crystals.

Synthetic alexandrite is used as an active laser medium. Alexandrite laser crystals tend to be round, with a pale brown tint.

Genuine alexandrite is one of the most expensive gemstones available commercially, with the stronger color changes being more highly valued. The following are average retail prices for alexandrite in December 2004 from The International Gem Society[6]:

(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alexandrite#Alexandrite)

It's a really pretty stone and I love it. :) I usually post in my Computer Grapics class at school every other day. But since I'm on break, and I don't have Computer Graphics, I'll have to make do. Anyways, I didn't have any ideas, but this stone really is interesting. So I thought it'd be cool to post about it. Thanks!

- BloodyShadows

Song of the Day: Break - Three Days Grace

This song is another on my playlist. www.playlist.com under KTPayne. Check it out!! :)


Break -Three Days Grace

Tonight, my head is spinning
I need something to pick me up
I’ve tried but nothing is working
I won’t stop
I won’t say I’ve had enough
Tonight, I start the fire
Tonight, I break away

[Chorus:]
Break away from everybody
Break away from everything
If you can’t stand the way
This place is
Take yourself to higher places

(ohhh, ohhh)

At night I feel like a vampire
It’s not right
I just can’t give it up
I’ll try to get myself higher
Let’s go
We’re going to light it up
Tonight we start the fire
Tonight we break away

[Chorus:]
Break away from everybody
Break away from everything
If you can’t stand the way
This place is
Take yourself to higher places

If you can’t stand the way this place is
Take (take) yourself (yourself)
To higher places

[Chorus:]
Break away from everybody
Break away from everything
If you can’t stand the way
This place is
Take yourself to higher places

(ohh…higher places)
(ohh…to higher places)
(ohh…higher places)
Take yourself to higher places

Fast Approaching....

Spring Break is just around the corner. It starts on Friday, March 12, [2010]. Unfortunately, it's not going to be much of a break for me. I've got so much to do and so much to finish up that it's just going to be a break from school; where as I need a break from life.

During Spring Break, I don't expect to go anywhere or see anyone. All my friends are either going somewhere or are grounded. My usual "posse" is Meagan, Allison, Alex, and Sia. Sia and Alex are always grounded. And Meagan and Allison? No offence guys, but you're never here anyways. So. LOL. So, my break will most likely be spent on the computer; working on my two novels and such, babysitting, studying to get my permit (testing in April...finally...heh heh), and cleaning house. Maybe if I'm lucky, Mom and I can sneak out for a while; hit a mall or go to lunch. She needs a break too. I also have to shop for Alex and Meagan's birthday. Alex's is on March 26, and Meagan's is on March 29 (that's also my 18 month anniversary with Alex. We don't celebrate; I just like to keep track. LOL). I'm not sure what anyone wants, but I've got a few ideas. Seeing as Meagan, like my brother Ryan, reads this blog, I can't say my ideas for her (Ha ha Meagan. Ha ha). But Alex doesn't (no Internet access. At least I hope he doesn't read this LOL) so I can tell you my ideas for that.

I don't want to get him anything off the wall or anything that will piss off his parents (though everything seems to piss them off...). So it won't be anything too horrible. I was thinking maybe this Green Day t-shirt I was looking at. He's been big into Green Day for a few months now (he even made me put 75% of my Green Day music on his MP3 player. LOL), so I think that might work. Maybe I could get him a CD or somethin. He hasn't been real out-in-the-open with what he wants. He doesn't really like it when I get him stuff; says I shouldn't have to waste money I don't have on him. And since I don't have a lot of money anyways, I know he's right. But I don't care. I'd feel bad if I didn't get him anything. Guys, if you have any idea as to what he's going to want, help me out.

Like I said, the break isn't going to be much of a break. In past years, I spent Spring Break cleaning up my bike. I'd wash it and prep it and get it ready for a week's worth of racing and riding after school once break was over. But, thanks to my dad, I no longer HAVE my bike. When he was finishing the garage, he left it in the rain for over a month and the brakes rusted. And Mom ended up selling it to her friend for $25. It was worth at least $80 before the breaks rusted (Thanks so much, Dad, for destroying one of my most prized possessions and means of transportation and outdoor enjoyment *says with sarcastic hate*). I intend on maybe using Ryan's old bike if he'll let me. Seeing if I can make it work for me. It's a nice one, so I'll be careful with it. But if I need to get out of my house, I'd prefer a bike over running or walking. KEEP THE TRADITION ALIVE (that Dad tried to kill LOL).

Hope Break is alright for you readers out there. Thanks for checkin in!

-BloodyShadows - The Emo Juliet -

Good Times, Good Times

Well, I'm not a liar anymore. Alex told his mom, either that or she found out, that we were lying. We had been on the phone Sunday night and it had been about an hour and a half. Suddenly, his phone died and the line went out. So I called back. As soon as he answered, he said he was sorry and I blew it off. Then he said he had to go. So I told him that was alright and went to hang up. And Alex says "Oh wait, I love you." And I said "Love you too." And we hung up. But after we hung up, I didn't get that strange feeling in my stomach or head. Everything still felt okay, so I wasn't sure what was going on. I assumed that maybe I was just getting used to it so it wasn't going to show as much. But there was a buzzing in the back of my head saying he'd gotten caught.

The next day, I got to school and he had this smile on his face. I looked at him in confusion and he said his mom found out we were lying. What I'm guessing is that he purposely said "I love you." in front of them so that they would know. So I see at as, he told them. Either way works. I feel a lot better and a lot less stressed. Alex says his mom wasn't mad about that though. Said she was more pissed off that he was on the phone when he wasn't supposed to be. I guess I can understand that. We didn't mean to be on that long and technically, we weren't supposed to be on at all. Oh well. He's only been caught once or twice. They ought to know Alex isn't going to go six months without calling.

I've got a feeling about this month, and it's a little confusing. The good half is saying Alex will be ungrounded this next grade card. And he'll be able to come over again around his birthday on March 26th. So I'm hoping I'm right this time. I don't have a present for him yet. Don't know if I'm gonna get him anything. Maybe a Green Day t-shirt? He's big into Green Day lately (my fault. LOL.) I'll have to ask my Mom. Also, Ryan's birthday is tomorrow, March 3rd. I know we're doing a family dinner. Tonight I've got to get his present finished and make his sign for our door on the computer. I'd tell you what I'm working on, but Ryan reads this blog so it would ruin the surprise (sorry Ry!).

The other half of the feeling in my head is saying something bad is going to happen, but it's not going to be with Alex. It's going to be with someone in my family. I don't know who though. It doesn't make any sense. Adam and Krista are officially finished. Ryan hasn't done anything that I'm aware of and neither has Emily. That leaves me, Jenna, and the parents. Me? The only thing that could cause problems is Alex and he's not around as of now. Jenna? Not likely. Mom and Dad? That's a toss up. I'm not sure and it's bothering me. I guess I'll have to start sneaking peaks and eavesdropping. LOL Ok, maybe not that but I've got to find a way to get information. Since I don't know what it is, I can't promise I'll post anything about it. If I can't, then sorry readers. If I can, well...sorry readers. Heh heh.

Anyways, maybe things are going to somewhat go back to normal. I hope they do. I need some normal in my life. Oh, and I'm currently working on two novels. The one and Alex and I just finished up writing, and a new one with my friend Hillary called Shadow Wings. If you're interested, e-mail me at knowurenemy13@yahoo.com for details. Part one of the book with Alex (still needs a title) is done. So anyone who wants it, hit me up. Thanks readers!

-BloodyShadows - The Emo Juliet -