Well, I'm not a liar anymore. Alex told his mom, either that or she found out, that we were lying. We had been on the phone Sunday night and it had been about an hour and a half. Suddenly, his phone died and the line went out. So I called back. As soon as he answered, he said he was sorry and I blew it off. Then he said he had to go. So I told him that was alright and went to hang up. And Alex says "Oh wait, I love you." And I said "Love you too." And we hung up. But after we hung up, I didn't get that strange feeling in my stomach or head. Everything still felt okay, so I wasn't sure what was going on. I assumed that maybe I was just getting used to it so it wasn't going to show as much. But there was a buzzing in the back of my head saying he'd gotten caught.
The next day, I got to school and he had this smile on his face. I looked at him in confusion and he said his mom found out we were lying. What I'm guessing is that he purposely said "I love you." in front of them so that they would know. So I see at as, he told them. Either way works. I feel a lot better and a lot less stressed. Alex says his mom wasn't mad about that though. Said she was more pissed off that he was on the phone when he wasn't supposed to be. I guess I can understand that. We didn't mean to be on that long and technically, we weren't supposed to be on at all. Oh well. He's only been caught once or twice. They ought to know Alex isn't going to go six months without calling.
I've got a feeling about this month, and it's a little confusing. The good half is saying Alex will be ungrounded this next grade card. And he'll be able to come over again around his birthday on March 26th. So I'm hoping I'm right this time. I don't have a present for him yet. Don't know if I'm gonna get him anything. Maybe a Green Day t-shirt? He's big into Green Day lately (my fault. LOL.) I'll have to ask my Mom. Also, Ryan's birthday is tomorrow, March 3rd. I know we're doing a family dinner. Tonight I've got to get his present finished and make his sign for our door on the computer. I'd tell you what I'm working on, but Ryan reads this blog so it would ruin the surprise (sorry Ry!).
The other half of the feeling in my head is saying something bad is going to happen, but it's not going to be with Alex. It's going to be with someone in my family. I don't know who though. It doesn't make any sense. Adam and Krista are officially finished. Ryan hasn't done anything that I'm aware of and neither has Emily. That leaves me, Jenna, and the parents. Me? The only thing that could cause problems is Alex and he's not around as of now. Jenna? Not likely. Mom and Dad? That's a toss up. I'm not sure and it's bothering me. I guess I'll have to start sneaking peaks and eavesdropping. LOL Ok, maybe not that but I've got to find a way to get information. Since I don't know what it is, I can't promise I'll post anything about it. If I can't, then sorry readers. If I can, well...sorry readers. Heh heh.
Anyways, maybe things are going to somewhat go back to normal. I hope they do. I need some normal in my life. Oh, and I'm currently working on two novels. The one and Alex and I just finished up writing, and a new one with my friend Hillary called Shadow Wings. If you're interested, e-mail me at knowurenemy13@yahoo.com for details. Part one of the book with Alex (still needs a title) is done. So anyone who wants it, hit me up. Thanks readers!
-BloodyShadows - The Emo Juliet -
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