Alrighty, what's up readers?
Sorry I've been absent. A lot as been going on. I suppose I should try to fill you in, true? Let's see...where do I start....OH! Yeah. Ok, for those of you who have been wanting to read the book written by me and Alex, I've decided to call it "For Death Does Not Part". Part one is typed and edited and part two is typed and in the process of editing. Those of you who wish to read it, please contact me. Next, you all heard about my cousin, Dylan. I'm doing better; we all are. But it still hurts and the whole thing still bothers me very much. I miss him more than words ca express and the pain will never go away. But I'm much better, as are most of us here at home.
As for the summer, it's not going as a summer should. Most summers are enjoyable. Mine's been all hectic and depressing. But I've decided I'm going to try to be happy. I know that Dylan's absence and my family's problems are going to affect me. But I'm going to try to be a happier person. I've continued adding to my Green Day scrapbook and my music collection. I've tried to spend more time with my friends. I talk to Alex whenever he calls (He's in Arkansas at the moment) and even though I had a few days where I wanted to take a break, I'm better now and I'm as in love with him as the day I met him. The reason I thought about the break was because I wanted my life to fall back into place. But it's slowly starting to do so, and that's making me feel a lot better. (LOVE YOU BABE!!!)
What else....ok, here's some stuff. This coming school year, I'll be a sophomore, which means harder classes and more work. So the posts here may be a little lacking, hence why I'm writing this one now. I'll do my best to keep up with it. And I've got another means of getting to know me. If you go to www.yahoo.com/pulse and look up either Kat J. or KTPayne, you'll find my profile. If you're curious as to me and my life, check that out. I'm sure by now you know my playlist (www.playlist.com Look up KTPayne).
I've decided that I'm going to try to help people with their problems. I was thinking maybe looking into a career in counciling or therapy, but I think I'll stick with being an author. But I WILL use my skills to help others. I want to help people and save lives if I can. I won't let anyone who died of suicide or addiction or depression die in vain. I'm going to help people. If you need help, PLEASE e-mail me at knowurenemy13@yahoo.com.
Alright, I've got to go and crash. I'll be back and waiting!!!
-BloodyShadows-
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