...Evil Angel...

I've been into this artist called Breaking Benjamin. They do a lot of good music and it tends to fit perfectly with my personality. One of my favorite songs by them is called Evil Angel. It fits the book I'm writing, for one. Which is about two people who are complete opposites, but fall in love anyway. And because they're opposites, nothing is ever right. They literally have to go through Heaven and Hell to make their relationship last. And when they start to form their family, things go from bad to worse. It's got a lot about angels and demons; fire and ice; rage and love. It's really good, but it's nowhere near done. Anyways, the song, Evil Angel, kind of reminds me of the book. You'd have to read the book after listening to the song to understand. It's hard to explain. Not only does this song target my book, it targets part of me. It kind of reminds me of my relationship with Alex, where he's the evil angel. Some of the lyrics that might help you see this would be:

Put me to sleep, evil angel
Open your wings, evil angel
Oh, fly over me, evil angel.
Why can't I breathe, evil angel?

I guess if that doesn't help, there's another set:

No, don't
Leave me to die here,
Help me survive here,
Alone, Don't
Surrender, surrender.

To me, the song is about how your greatest strength is also your greatest weakness. No, that's not really what the song is about, but that's what it means to me. Alex is my greatest strength, as well as my greatest weakness. Sometimes, I rely on him so much that it's almost like he has the power to kill me. I don't know if you guys understand what I mean, but that's the best way to put it.

If you guys have any songs you'd like ME to check out, either post a comment or email me at knowurenemy13@yahoo.com . I really hope you like Evil Angel by Breaking Benjamin. It kind of shows you that too much reliance can kill you. The song is actually about the Devil (because he's the evil angel), but I twisted it and made it fit my opinion. Just goes to show you that you can really only trust yourself. I do have one question for you though....if Alex is my "evil angel"...who's yours...?

-BloodyShadows