You all know I'm dating Alex. Alex and I are very tight with each other. There's no secrets or anything. But, we do have things that piss each other off. For example, Alex hates it when I give other guys hugs. Like my ex-boyfriend Andrew or my dance partner at my cousin's wedding, Steven. Well, I'm the same way with him. I don't like him going around hugging other girls. Mainly my friends Sia and Ashley. But it's a little different with us. Alex is alright with me because I don't really hug a lot of other guys. Only on occasion. With me? I HATE it. There are times I want to rip out the other girl's throat, then snake it back down. Alex is an awesome guy. And I'm not saying this just because I'm his girlfriend. Alex is extremely handsome, he's a jock, he's funny, he spoils me rotten...Alex is pretty much your ideal boyfriend. And I think these other girls are catching onto that. Sia isn't really the problem here. She's got herself a good guy. Sia and Alex are close friends and I've gotten use to that. But Ashley? I've got my reasons to want to kill her sometimes. Alex has told me (not thinking I was going to be upset) that when they used to have the same lunch hour, she'd sit by him. Whatever right? But there's more to it. Ashley hangs off of him. She clings to him. Ashley, from all the stories I've heard (from both Alex AND other people), is always on my boyfriend. I've been there before. I know how girls like her work. She's trying to get him to love her; get him away from me. This has happened before. I'm pretty sure I've had to deal with this at least 3 or 4 other times. But all those other times? Alex dealt with it himself. He talked to them about it. He hasn't talked to Ashley. I don't want her touching him. I don't want her looking at him. Hell, I don't even want the two of them in the same room! When Alex found out that she had a different lunch then him this semester, he was a little upset about it. And I guess it's because they're friends. I'd be upset if I didn't have lunch with my friend Lamont anymore. I understand that. But this thing with Ashley...it's starting to piss me off. She was always somewhat of my friend. Now? Huh. Right. No one flirts with my boyfriend and gets away with it. And if there was a way to get her for it, believe me, I WOULD. Alex knows this chick has more then friendship on her mind. So if he wants to go and give her a shot, I wish he'd just do it and leave me out of it. I know he's not cheating. I know that for a fact. But...I swear to God. If Ashley ruins my relationship with Alex, I'm going to find a way to hurt her. I'll find them in the hall and I'll kiss him for as long as I want. I'll invite him over when they're supposed to be going out (Alex told me if we ever broke up, he'd still love me and put me first). No one takes my Alex from me. When he's ready to move on, I'll accept it then. But NOT because some other chick decides to mess with me and piss me off. I'll get her back if Alex doesn't make it stop. And she's not even gonna know that I'm the one that did it. She's trying to take Alex from me. And if she thinks she's going to get away with it? She's got another thing coming.
(Alex, if you end up reading this one, hopefully this doesn't piss you off. You'd do the same thing if it was Andrew or Nick. So technically, you've got no room to be pissed. Fix this, or I'll do it for you. Because this isn't fair.)
-BloodyShadows
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