Why Me?

I wrote this poem a few weeks ago when I was depressed. It's about everything that's wrong with me and my life. Some of it is just how I feel (Like the part about the schizo mind) but a lot of it is about the way my life has been going. It's my latest poem, other then Kicking Teeth, which is not ready to be seen by the public. I hope you like this one. I'll post more poems when the need comes. Enjoy my 2nd latest poem, Why Me?

Why Me?
By: Kat Jenning

Black clothes, dark eyes
Scarred up wrists and stupid lies
Leads to no sleep.
And the cuts are deep.
So many promises
That I can’t keep

There’s so many fights
And violent bad nights
It brings out the darkness inside me
Get a blackened heart
And addictions start
Now everyone’s tears
Are works of art.

With a shattered soul
And a schizo mind
There’s so many answers
I’m looking to find.
And that is what I am today
Very much to my own dismay.

Now I’m crashing and burning
With nowhere to go
And no chance in learning
Why my life sunk so low.